With him he wants to know everything that is going on. He is just being a careing person. I have spent my life creating a wall that was meant to harbor all my feelings and emotions from the world. On this wall was put a lock called mine and only mine. Nobody was meant to share in my problems because they have problems of their own. I would help them out when they needed a shoulder or an ear. Now I have a shoulder and ear offered to me that is just for me and I still stare dumb founded because of my wall. I know there have been people there for me but I've always been able to just step around them, but now he is like a road block that I know I cant pass like everyone else. He has taken my lock and replaced it with another one that says "us". Little by little the wall is going to crumble but I know that there are still things inside this wall that he cant touch. These things are my biggest worries and things that Im not sure I want to know. Little by little he will break down my defenses just because he cares and he holds my heart.